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Chapter 20

"I still can't believe that you'd do something like that,"Orlando said as they drove to the airport.

"You don't know the real me."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"Tell me what happened."

"I've just been known to look out for myself all my life."

"I'm guessing you've already been in a couple of fights."

"Just three."

"But still...that's a lot."

"I was always the innocent one though."

He smiled and didn't say anything.

"I was surprised by that too."

"Why?"

"I was the one who would always land the first punch. But I guess they thought that if I wasn't innocent that I might want to fight them again or something."

"And this is coming from a girl who takes ballet?"

"We're not perfect right?"

"I get your point."

"My parents were away when all of this happened so they never even knew."

"You never told them?"

"What they don't know won't hurt them."

"But what about them not telling you that you got into ABT?"

Good point,she thought. Oh well. Let's just start talking about something else. She looked at Ein who was sleeping on her lap.

"I bet he's happy."

"He seemed pretty excited this morning."

"That's good. Sidi could use a friend."

She smiled and didn't say anything.

Orlando then scooted closer to her and kissed her cheek. "You have no idea how happy I am."

"A lot."

"Probably more."

She let out a little laugh and so did he.

"I didn't think you'd ever talk this much."

"Really?"

"Especially the first time I saw you."

"I usually don't talk if I've had a rough day. Some people just back off,put I'm surprised that you wanted to even talk to me."

"I thought you could use some company."

"Thanks."

"No problem. Well,it looks like we're here."


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Chapter 21

I should get out here right now,she thought. I know that I shouldn't be here in the first place. I don't belong with Orlando. I belong home with my parents. They're going to kill me when they find out when Ein and I are gone. Or do they already know that we're gone and they don't care? No. My parents would never do that. But then again,my parents don't care about me in the first place.

"Nikki?"asked Orlando.

"Yes?"

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah. I'm fine. I was just thinking about something."

"Something's wrong. Please tell me what's wrong."

"It's nothing. I promise you."

"Ok. But don't forget that I'm here if you need me."

"Thanks." You're the last person I need prying into my life,she thought. But everyone knows that I'm not likely to tell people things. You might as well just leave it at that.

Ein then started licking Orlando.

"It looks like he likes you."

"I can tell."

"He really doesn't take to strangers. You're the first person other than me that he really likes."

"Well,I guess I'm not a stranger now am I?"

She smiled. "No...I guess not."

"Sidi will really like you guys. He's probably the nicest dog in the world."

"He's probably happy that adopted him."

"Yeah I guess so. God,I can't believe how bad it was for him down there. I just couldn't stand seeing him like that."

"Ein had it pretty rough too."

"Really?"

"Yeah. I got him about two years old when I was down in Florida in this pet store called Animal Kingdom. It wasn't much like a kingdom I can tell you that right now. These poor dogs were in plastic cages eating their own poop."

"Are you serious?"

She nodded. "Yeah. I wanted to buy every dog in there but my parents would only let me get one. I settled for this one. Next time I go down there I'm going to get another on."

"You have the money for that?"

"My parents give me about $600 to spend when we go down there. Well,and I can't forget my credit card too."

"Wow. That's very nice."

"Yeah...I guess so."

"What is it?"

"I just want to spend more time with them. My parents aren't like most parents. They're always at work or on business trips."

"So they didn't even go down to Florida with you?"

"Nope. They were all the way over in Japan."

"Wow. That's...that's pretty rough."

"Yeah. We stopped spending time together when I was about 10."

"Wow. At that age?"

"It wasn't so bad. I managed didn't I?"

"But,how did you manage to go to Florida all by yourself?"

"I started going by myself when I was 16 so I had already had my lisence so my parents had already payed for my rental car. My grandparents own a condo down there in Ft. Myers."

"I bet that's nice."

"Nice,but a little boring sometimes when you have no one down there with you and you don't have any friends down there either."

"You're not aloud to take friends?"

"Nope. But I do go shopping a lot,or go to the beach,or the movies."

"Do you cook?"

"Yeah,mostly."

"That's good. Well,looks like our plane is here."


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Chapter 22

I should get off this plane right now,she thought. I know this isn't right. But right now,I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Why am I worrying about this? I should be having fun at the moment. Orlando loves me and that's the only thing that matters.

"Nikki,are you sure you're all right?"asked Orlando after the plane took off.

"Yeah. I'm fine. Why do you ask?"

"You haven't said a word since we got on."

"There's a lot of things on my mind."

"Yeah. Like what?"

Dammit,she thought. Why did I say anything? "Oh,just stuff."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah." Please just leave me alone,she thought. There's nothing to tell you!

"Ok,"and he looked back at the window.

Oh who the hell am I kidding,she thought. I know I shouldn't be doing this,at least of all to Orlando because he really loves me. But do I have to tell me everything? No. No I don't. It's called freedom of speech and I don't have to tell him a thing. Ein looked at her and barked.

"He's worried about something."

"He better not have to go."

"You just took him before we came."

"That's what happens when you have small dogs. How long is the ride?"

"About 2 more hours."

"He can hold it."

"Are you sure?"

"Well,we can't stop now."

"That's true."

"I bet he wants his snack." She reached into her bag and got him a little treat. Within seconds he stopped barking and paid more attention to the bone.

"I guess you were right."

"He's got his own daily routine."

"Looks like it. Well,I'm gonna go to sleep. Wake me up if you need anything."

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Chapter 23

Nicole put Ein in Orlando's lap and headed to the rest room. She hoped that he hadn't woken up. She looked back at them before she went in. Good,she thought. They're asleep. I just hope that Orlando doesn't worry over this.

She went into the rest room and shut the door. She took out a sharp plastic knife and started to cut herself. She watched as the blood spattered down the drain. I don't care if I do this,she thought. Not even if Orlando's here. This is one thing that no one has to know about.

She then started washing the blood from her hands,hoping that no one would notice the cut on her hand. And with that she went back out and sat by Orlando. About a minute later he started to wake up.

"Are we almost there?"he asked as he woke up.

"About 30 more minutes,"she said.

He held her hand and smiled at her. But then he noticed the cut on her hand. "When did you do this?"

"It's...it's an old cut."

He knew that she was lying. "You did this while I was asleep didn't you?"

"And what if I did?"

"Nicole,I'm only trying to help you. You know I don't want you doing this to yourself anymore,"he looked at her in the eyes. "I don't want this to be the only way for you to be happy. You can be happy,but not by doing this. I can tell you're depressed. I can see it in your eyes,and especially the first day we met."

She started to break down. "I'm sorry... It's just..."

He put his arm over her shoulder and put her head on his shoulder. "Shhhhhhhhh... It's all right. I just don't want you to hurt yourself."

"I'm sorry..."

He kissed her cheek. "It's all right. I love you and I have a right to worry about you."

She nodded and didn't say anything."

"No one has ever cared for me like you have. Not even my parents. I just don't know what to do."

"You can always start over,and you can start by not doing this anymore. All right?"

"Ok."

He looked outside the window. The plane was beginning to land. Then he looked back at her hand."It looks like you already washed it off. But we'll get a bandage when we get to my house so you don't open the wound by accident. Ok?"

"Ok."

As the plane started to land Ein jumped back into Nicole's lap and started barking. "I think he's happy."

"I think he is too."


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Chapter 23

Nicole knew that something had been wrong with her these past few days. But she didn't know exactly what. Her frustration hadn't been normal,and she had been having some mood swings,but not when Orlando was around. She decided to go to the doctor to see what was wrong. She then found out that she was pregnant.

Oh my god,she thought. I can't believe it. But who's the father then? It can't be Orlando because I haven't had sex with him. Oh god. No! Aaron cannot be the father. But how will I tell him? And how am I going to be able to go to ABT? Well,I'm going to have to tell them that I'm carrying a baby and probably won't start until next year. Oh god. How am I going to be able to tell Orlando? Well,he's going to have to know.

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Nicole watched as Orlando parked his car on the driveway and started to walk into the house. All right girl,she thought. This is your only chance. You have to tell him or it's now or never. Just be calm. He's going to be cool. Orlando would never be mad at you.

He came in,ran over to her and gave her a big huge,and smiled. But she didn't return the smile back. He then knew that something was wrong.

"What's wrong Nikki?"he asked.

"There's something I need to tell you. You had better sit down."

"What is it?"

"Orlando...I just,"she paused,not knowing if she should go on.

He just looked at her,not saying a word.

"Orlando,I'm pregnant."

He was speechless for a about two minutes.

"I found out this afternoon..."

"I'm going to be a father."

"Well,I don't know if you're the father."

"Then...?"

"Aaron might be the father. That's my guess." She looked like she was about to cry.

He put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her closer to him. "It's going to be all right love."

She shook her head. "No it's not. I don't want him to know about this."

"Then he doesn't have to know about this. You don't want to go back there right?"

She nodded. "You're right. I don't."

"Then he doesn't have to know. You're going to be all right. You've got me right?"

"But we're not married."

"Well,I was going to ask you something tonight at dinner. But I guess I don't have to wait anymore."

"Ummm...Ok."

He got on his knee and smiled at her. "Nicole,will you marry me?"

She smiled. "Yes...yes I will."


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Chapter 24

Well,should I go back and tell Aaron,she thought. No...he can't know about this. He can never know about this. But he's going found out soon right? Well...what if I tell him that it's Orlando's baby and not his? No. He'd never believe that. He would never believe that I would do that to Orlando...especially since I barely know the guy. But then again,he did ask me to marry him. So why should I care about what Aaron thinks?

It was about 10:30 and Orlando had already left for work around 5:30 that morning. The only person at the house was Nicole. Ein and Sidi were also there. I just wish Orlando would come home,she thought. I miss him. It isn't right without him. He should be here with me,especially if we're going to be having a baby in 9 months. But then again,nothing has happened yet. I'm really not to the point where I need him right?

Oh who am I kidding? I need him here with me. I love him too much for cryin' out loud. He's the only person who's actually made me feel special. Doesn't he want to be with me? Of course he does silly. He just needs to work so he can make money so he can have all this nice stuff. So where do I fit in? I have to fit in somewhere right?

Should I tell him how I feel? What if he takes it the wrong way and kicks me out of the house? Well,I've gotten this far and nothing has happened. He still loves me and I know he'll listen to me. He loves me for who I am.

Ein then looked at her and barked.

"Are you bored too?"she asked. He barked at her again. "I guess you want to go outside right?" He looked at her and smiled. "All right. I guess it's time for a walk."

But right at that moment Orlando pulled up.

That's weird,she thought. He's home early. Good! Then we can go on a walk together! "Where's my pretty girl?"he asked as walked into the house.

"I'm in the living room!"she yelled.

He walked in the room full of smiles. "I got something for you,"he showed her what was behind he's back. It was a bouquet of flowers.

She smiled as he kissed her. "Thank you very much."

"I thought that would nice for my mother-to-be,and my fiancée."

"Thank you."

He kissed her again. "It shows you how much I love you."

"Umm...the dogs and I were about to go on a walk. Would you like to come with us?"

"You know I'd love to. I'll be right back. I need to get out of this clothes. I'll be back down in a couple of minutes. Don't leave without me,"he kissed her cheek and went upstairs.

So now what I am I supposed to do,she thought. Well,I guess this can wait.


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Chapter 25

"All right. I'm ready to go,"said Orlando as he rushed down the stairs.

“Let’s go then.” And with that they headed out the door.

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What should I tell him,she thought. Should I tell him that Aaron’s going to find out about the baby anyway? But then again,how will I be able to tell Aaron about the baby? What if he already knows that we’re going to have a baby? No. He doesn’t know anything about this.

“Orlando,there’s something I need to tell you,”she said as they started on their walk.

“What is it love?”

“What if Aaron finds out that I’m having a baby?”

“What do you mean love?”

“Well…he’s going to find out sooner or later right?”

“Yeah…I guess so.”

“I just…I just don’t know what to do. I keep asking myself if I should tell him or if I shouldn’t.”

“It’s up to you love,”he looked at her and smiled. “I’ll help you every step of the way.”

“The way you talk like that makes me not want to tell him.”

“Then you do what you want to do.”

“But I don’t lie.”

“Oh,just call it a little white one.”

He does have a very good point,she thought. But what if people find out that Orlando really isn’t the father of my child. Oh hell. Who cares?! “I guess what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him right?”

“You just do what you think is right.”

“You know what I think is right?”

“What love?”

“Being with you.”

He smiled and kissed her. “I think it’s right too.” He was about to kiss her again and then Sidi started pulling on the leash. “I think Sidi’s tired of us stopping.”

“I think Ein is too.”

“Well,let’s keep going then. I can tell they aren’t tired.”


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Chapter 26

After the walk Orlando and Nicole went back home. But Nicole didn't exactly want to go inside first.

"Are you sure?"he asked.

She nodded. "I'll be fine. I just need some time to think."

"All right then. Tell me if you need anything."

"Thanks,"she smiled as she watched him take the dogs inside the house. So,what am I going to do now,she thought. Aaron is going to find out about this sooner or later. He knows that he had sex. We did it before he broke up. He'll probably figure out that the baby is his and he'll never leave me alone. I'm so screwed!

"Nikki?"asked Orlando as he opened the door.

"Yeah?"

"I think he wants you." He pointed to Ein. "He hasn't stopped barking since we got in the house."

"You can let him out. He's not going to run away."

"Are you sure about that?"

She nodded. "Yeah. He does it all the time. He'll come to me."

"All right then."

Nicole called Ein to come over to her and he did. "See?"

"I guess you were right! So,what were you thinking about?"

She frowned and turned her head.

"Nikki please. I hate it when someone keeps secrets from me. Can you please tell me?"

"What if Aaron already knows?"

"What?"

She looked straight ahead. "Orlando,he knows that we had sex. When we founds out about this he'll know that it's his child too."

"What are you saying?"

She looked at him. "I don't want to go to court Orlando...but I don't know what's going to happen. And what if that does happen?"

He put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her closer to him. "Then we'll just see what happens. Until then no one has to know and everything is going to be fine."


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Chapter 27

But that "no one has to know" thing really didn't happen. But the next day,the all the newspapers were reporting on what had happened. Nicole couldn't believe this as she read the paper.

"How would they know already?"she asked Orlando.

"That's the paparazzi for ya."

"He probably knows then."

"But does he know it's his?"

She sighed. "Good point."

"Don't worry about anything hon. I promised you that everything was going to be ok right?"

She nodded. "Right."

"The trust me on this. I've been through tougher things in life."

"Like when you broke your back?"

He sighed. "Yeah...that's true."

"Orlando,this is different."

"I know that Nicole. He's not going to take your child away from you. I can promise you that."

"Can you promise you won't leave me?"

He smiled and kissed her. "Now why would I want to do that?"

"I don't know."

"I would never hurt you Nicole. We are going to get through this together. I want you to have a healthy baby,but you can't if you're acting like this right?"

She sighed and nodded again. "You do have a point."

"Then everything's going to be ok."


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But she knew that everything wasn't going to be ok. Aaron's probably on a plane over here right now,she thought. He's going to come and kill me and the baby. What if Orlando and I ran away now? But I'm tired of running. I didn't that for 12 years of my life. And now I have a person in my life who finally cares about me. Why throw it all away now? I can't do that. No...I won't run anymore.

"Nikki...are you all right?"asked Orlando as he came into her room.

She nodded. "Yeah. I'm fine."

"You've been in your room for most of the day. I know something isn't right."

"I'm tired of running,"she whispered.

"What?"

"I know that Aaron's going to come and try to kill the baby Orlando."

"Now why would you think that?"

"That's the type of person he is Orlando. I want to run away,but I'm just tired of running. I can't do it anymore."

"He's not going to come and kill you or the baby Nikki. You've got me remember?"

She nodded. "Yeah."

"And after I saw you throw that punch at him before we left,I wonder why you want to run away from him in the first place."

She laughed. "Good point."

He kissed her on the cheek. "Everything's going to be fine." He put his hand on her stomach. "Looks like it's getting bigger. You have no idea how happy I am about this."

"Oh I think I do."

"Really?"

"Only about a lot."

"You got that right. You want to get out of here?"

"I really need to get off my butt."

"Meet me downstairs in 10 minutes?"

"Make it five."

"All right then,"and he left her.

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